.your thoughts for a penny.

... life . .. well life sucks for me these days...
you see...everybody has someone to rely on...to talk to...
someone who you know for sure she/he loves you...

i don't have that certitude...
i feel lost in a world of power where everything that matters is being no 1 and happy...but you see...that's not real happiness...it's faked....for the sake of being no 1...

it's crazy and it's called ...reality
i like escaping from reality...imagination is what keeps me going...i don't know how to live without dreaming... . dreaming with my eyes wide open .

why am i sad?...well maybe because i realised that love doesn't exist...everybody says "i love you" but few really mean it... if none ... love is not something that can be found at every corner... and in our time i honestly think it disappeared...

maybe i'm wrong ... maybe love is out there. but unfortunetly it doesn't stick to people that deserve it or need it...it sticks to those who don't want it or treat it like shit...that's the real sad part of the world we're living in ...